HELLO everyone. i know this is DEIRDRE'S account:D but i cant sign into my account. anyway, here is the drama story i found. Enjoy!
Story:
Since I was a child I have spoken with many different people inside my head. Many have stepped back into the shadows over the years but there are two who remain still and are very strong individuals. One is simply the nameless one. It seems to be androgynous but very peaceful, spiritual, kind, gentle and compassionate. It is wonderful when the nameless one appears to speak with me, it is such a help especially in the most stressful times. With the current trauma of the loss of my father (who violently took his own life) the nameless one has been a comforting companion...that is...when Lilith is not around. She is a creature full of hate, anger, violence and sexual promiscuity and rage. Lilith does not like anyone but herself my little boy and anyone with power. She scares the daylights out of me and little Nikki (another one of my quieter voices) who does not understand why Lilith is so mean. I have been diagnosed with Bi Polar disorder but for years I have wondered if I have MPD. As usual I just chalked it up to my imagination and an "all in my head" attitude. I just don't know who to talk to about this anymore and I'm afraid that if I tell my psychiatrist, he'll just dismiss it. Meanwhile having to deal with these extreme fluctuations in my personality is wearing me out. I'm never sure who I'll be next. As you can imagine, Lilith takes a real toll on me because I have to fight extremely hard to keep her down. She is very very strong and after I finally do get her under control, my entire body feels like I've been hit by a truck. Every muscle in my body aches, my head pounds and I just want to curl up into a ball and go to sleep. I have to fight Lilith as hard as I can because I have a beautiful 5 year old son and a wonderful husband of 20years both of whom I love with all my heart. My only consolation is that the nameless one will often step in and protect my son and husband while inside myself I duke it out with Lilith. I thank the heavens that Lilith does seem to adore my son. She finds him amusing and sometimes goes off in a huff if the nameless one tells her that it is Nikki's turn to play with him. I know this all sounds ridiculous but I had to tell someone because I don't think there is a soul out there who would believe me. Mental abuse from my parents and well as physical and mental abuse from classmates in school is when these other voices came to talk with me. But there are times that I hear other voices now that I can't understand. It's as if there were ghosts flying through my head just whispering things but I can't make out what they are saying. And lately, I catch movement or images out of the corner of my eye that are gone in a flash. If anyone here can relate to any of this I would really appreciate hearing from you and what you are doing to cope.
END OF STORY :D
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
a drafted storyline : by angeline and deirdre
Deirdre and I randomly made up this storyline. It's very weird 'cos we were basically just trying to link up the charcters we thought up during drama today. Anyway, we hope all of you can give comments on the story and give us suggestions so we can edit it. Thanks guys!!! XD
Michael is a quiet little guy who keeps to himself. He is the brother of Joshua, but they are not very close. Due to something Joshua's grandfather, Agong, did to him when he was young, Joshua developed a split personality. However, he doesn't know about his split personality. Only Michael and Agong know about it.
Joshua is very popular and good-looking, well-liked by his peers in his school. This is why, when Michael tries to tell Joshua'a friends about his split personality to protect them from him, they don't believe him. They start to ostracise him and tell their friends that he is crazy. He feels lonely and sad, shutting himself away from the rest of the world. Slowly, Michael loses all his friends.
One day, a girl called Isabel transfers to his school. She is told almost immediately about Michael and his crazy stories. Unlike the others, however, Isabel believes him. She approaches him and tries to make friends with him. Drawn by her bright and optimistic personality, Michael begins to confide in her and only her. He tells her about how he has to tell everyone about Joshua's split personality to protect them and how nobody believes him. Isabel then tries to help Michael.
First, Isabel goes her friend, Alyssa, to get her to believe Michael's side of the story. Alyssa is the sister of Audrey, who is Joshua's girlfriend. Alyssa believes Isabel and goes to tell her sister, Audrey. But Audrey doesn't believe her. She thinks Michael is just trying to hurt Joshua's reputation because of their sibling rivalry.
Frustrated, Alyssa goes to her other friend, Darren. Darren is from another school, but he knows a lot of people from Alyssa's school. He is skeptical of Alyssa's story at first. However, one day he witnesses the evil side of Joshua's personality himself. Usually Agong would prod Joshua with his walking stick everytime Joshua succumbed to his evil side. The one time he missed it, however, Darren saw it. From then on, Darren believes Michael's story.
Darren comes to Alyssa's school one day and tries to help Michael, Isabel and Alyssa convince Audrey about Joshua and his split personality. Audrey still remains completely loyal to Joshua, so they decide to find the trigger to Joshua's split personality. They manage to find it and sucessfully convince Audrey.
Now that everyone, including Audrey, believes that he has a split personality, Joshua cannot just ignore the possibility. All the characters come together to help Joshua realise his split personality and help him overcome it.
This is what we've done so far. It's pretty vague since we only tried to link the characters...the plot might also be too long...and the main topics didn't show much...ARGH NEVER MIND just pretty please give comments so we can improve on it. Thanks much! :)
Michael is a quiet little guy who keeps to himself. He is the brother of Joshua, but they are not very close. Due to something Joshua's grandfather, Agong, did to him when he was young, Joshua developed a split personality. However, he doesn't know about his split personality. Only Michael and Agong know about it.
Joshua is very popular and good-looking, well-liked by his peers in his school. This is why, when Michael tries to tell Joshua'a friends about his split personality to protect them from him, they don't believe him. They start to ostracise him and tell their friends that he is crazy. He feels lonely and sad, shutting himself away from the rest of the world. Slowly, Michael loses all his friends.
One day, a girl called Isabel transfers to his school. She is told almost immediately about Michael and his crazy stories. Unlike the others, however, Isabel believes him. She approaches him and tries to make friends with him. Drawn by her bright and optimistic personality, Michael begins to confide in her and only her. He tells her about how he has to tell everyone about Joshua's split personality to protect them and how nobody believes him. Isabel then tries to help Michael.
First, Isabel goes her friend, Alyssa, to get her to believe Michael's side of the story. Alyssa is the sister of Audrey, who is Joshua's girlfriend. Alyssa believes Isabel and goes to tell her sister, Audrey. But Audrey doesn't believe her. She thinks Michael is just trying to hurt Joshua's reputation because of their sibling rivalry.
Frustrated, Alyssa goes to her other friend, Darren. Darren is from another school, but he knows a lot of people from Alyssa's school. He is skeptical of Alyssa's story at first. However, one day he witnesses the evil side of Joshua's personality himself. Usually Agong would prod Joshua with his walking stick everytime Joshua succumbed to his evil side. The one time he missed it, however, Darren saw it. From then on, Darren believes Michael's story.
Darren comes to Alyssa's school one day and tries to help Michael, Isabel and Alyssa convince Audrey about Joshua and his split personality. Audrey still remains completely loyal to Joshua, so they decide to find the trigger to Joshua's split personality. They manage to find it and sucessfully convince Audrey.
Now that everyone, including Audrey, believes that he has a split personality, Joshua cannot just ignore the possibility. All the characters come together to help Joshua realise his split personality and help him overcome it.
This is what we've done so far. It's pretty vague since we only tried to link the characters...the plot might also be too long...and the main topics didn't show much...ARGH NEVER MIND just pretty please give comments so we can improve on it. Thanks much! :)
Drama story:
Growing up in everyone's eyes I had everything, except in my eyes. I came from a very high class family, where I had to succeed in a very high category. In my father's eyes money was everything, and family came last. He thought if he bought everything we wanted we were happy. That was not the case.
I was the only child for 6 years, then came along my sister. When she was born she was born 3 months early and very sick, my mom had to spend a lot of time at the hospital so I had to stay with my grandmother for awhile. I spent time with my grandmother, but not aloft because my father keep us so busy in the limelight of his social atmosphere. So being with her shed a new light on life. She let me play and get dirty, I didn't have to be dressed at all times and I could enjoy eating junk food and having a goodtime with her. She was more a mother and father to me than my own.
When the time came to go home I was heartbroken I cried for days and called my grandmother every day, she said if there was anything she could do she would. I started having bad dreams, I couldn't pay attention at school. I had a hard time doing anything period. My mom had no compassion. She just took care of the baby., my dad stayed angry at me and just said "how could you do this to me"?
My dreams became worse, and so did everything else. I stayed in therapy for years not really knowing what was really wrong. As the years went on I went my own way still hating my father, I wasn't sure why I hated him so much except for the way I grew up. When I was 18 I was raped and beaten very bad. Through therapy I managed to get through it with still today some scars, even my life the rape and my father, there was still something wrong that I couldn't figure out.
I'm married and have 3 children, a son who is 8, and 2 daughters,6,2. My life was getting better but I still had to take antidepressants, and my moods were still very moody. My marriage is ok, up and down sometimes, mainly because of my moods. My husband is excellent to deal with all of this but still doesn't understand it fully. I am 30 now and my dreams have started coming back now and there very powerful.
Through many therapists and doctors I finally was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I have now with the help of a wonderful doctor, put my dreams together. I was mentally abused and physically abused. My father raped me when I was a small child and had pleasure with me at any time, because my mother never paid attention me nor him.
I am still ironing out my past with my doctor's help once a week, but slowly putting my past where it needs to be and trying to get a grip with my future. It will work out with a lot of time and patience.
Casslynn:)
Growing up in everyone's eyes I had everything, except in my eyes. I came from a very high class family, where I had to succeed in a very high category. In my father's eyes money was everything, and family came last. He thought if he bought everything we wanted we were happy. That was not the case.
I was the only child for 6 years, then came along my sister. When she was born she was born 3 months early and very sick, my mom had to spend a lot of time at the hospital so I had to stay with my grandmother for awhile. I spent time with my grandmother, but not aloft because my father keep us so busy in the limelight of his social atmosphere. So being with her shed a new light on life. She let me play and get dirty, I didn't have to be dressed at all times and I could enjoy eating junk food and having a goodtime with her. She was more a mother and father to me than my own.
When the time came to go home I was heartbroken I cried for days and called my grandmother every day, she said if there was anything she could do she would. I started having bad dreams, I couldn't pay attention at school. I had a hard time doing anything period. My mom had no compassion. She just took care of the baby., my dad stayed angry at me and just said "how could you do this to me"?
My dreams became worse, and so did everything else. I stayed in therapy for years not really knowing what was really wrong. As the years went on I went my own way still hating my father, I wasn't sure why I hated him so much except for the way I grew up. When I was 18 I was raped and beaten very bad. Through therapy I managed to get through it with still today some scars, even my life the rape and my father, there was still something wrong that I couldn't figure out.
I'm married and have 3 children, a son who is 8, and 2 daughters,6,2. My life was getting better but I still had to take antidepressants, and my moods were still very moody. My marriage is ok, up and down sometimes, mainly because of my moods. My husband is excellent to deal with all of this but still doesn't understand it fully. I am 30 now and my dreams have started coming back now and there very powerful.
Through many therapists and doctors I finally was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I have now with the help of a wonderful doctor, put my dreams together. I was mentally abused and physically abused. My father raped me when I was a small child and had pleasure with me at any time, because my mother never paid attention me nor him.
I am still ironing out my past with my doctor's help once a week, but slowly putting my past where it needs to be and trying to get a grip with my future. It will work out with a lot of time and patience.
Casslynn:)
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
AIR HEAD!!! the best book series ever!!! :D
oh erm okay im supposed to post my story? but its so long! can i just post the website then you all go see? there's even a sneak preview of the book! :D
go see okay? <3
http://www.megcabot.com/airhead/airhead.php
and
http://www.megcabot.com/airhead/airhead2.php
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
WE WILL TOTALLY ROCK AND I DONT CARE HOW ENTHU THE OTHER GOUP IS OR THE FACT THAT THERE ARE "LEADERS" OR LOUD PEOPLE IN THAT GROUP BECAUSE IT DOESNT MATTER!!! THE POINT IS THAT WE HAVE A GOOD STORYLINE AND GOOD SCRIPT AND GOOD ACTRESSES AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS OKAY?
SO JIAYOUS!!! :D
yinnshan
go see okay? <3
http://www.megcabot.com/airhead/airhead.php
and
http://www.megcabot.com/airhead/airhead2.php
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
WE WILL TOTALLY ROCK AND I DONT CARE HOW ENTHU THE OTHER GOUP IS OR THE FACT THAT THERE ARE "LEADERS" OR LOUD PEOPLE IN THAT GROUP BECAUSE IT DOESNT MATTER!!! THE POINT IS THAT WE HAVE A GOOD STORYLINE AND GOOD SCRIPT AND GOOD ACTRESSES AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS OKAY?
SO JIAYOUS!!! :D
yinnshan
Story of a simple girl... and a loving boy
hey, plezase refer to this link for this story: story of a simple girl...and a loving boy
it is a very nice story and quite touching. However, due to copyrights and all, i cannot upload it. So do take some time and read it :)
http://gleez.com/articles/relationship/story-of-a-simple-girl-and-a-loving-boy
Deirdre
it is a very nice story and quite touching. However, due to copyrights and all, i cannot upload it. So do take some time and read it :)
http://gleez.com/articles/relationship/story-of-a-simple-girl-and-a-loving-boy
Deirdre
Boy-Girl Relationship-- love at first sight
This is a story about relationship between a girl and a boy. Its love at first sight. Enjoy :)
A long time ago, I used to know this boy. He lived in a small town outside of Houston. He lived on a ranch. His family bred and showed horses. (But you weren’t allowed to call him a cowboy. He hated that!) He never lacked for a date. He was kind, giving and respectful of the girls he dated. And did he ever have charisma. He was a great kid.
One weekend he was invited to a friend’s graduation party. The boy really didn’t want to go, but his friends insisted he go with them. The party was just dragging along until she got there with her friends.
She was a girl I used to know. She lived just outside of Houston too, but an hour away from the boy. She wasn’t a big dater. She went more from “relationship to relationship” (as much as a kid in high school could do). She was always told that her laughter drew people to her. She had many friends, most of them guys. She just loved having fun. Most weekends had her out with a group of friends.
That weekend, though, she was just in a bad mood. She wasn’t going to go to the party either. It was a long drive and she was mad at the guest of honor. (She had caught her in a lie and was holding a grudge.) Again, friends prevailed and they got her to go to the party.
That is where the boy met the girl. They began to talk. She wasn’t really his type, yet, somehow, she was everything he didn’t know that he really wanted. I don’t know if you believe in love at first sight, but these two kids sure did. (He was 17. She was 16.) There was no way that they had actually met their “forever” person. Their future spouse? This young? It doesn’t happen. Does it?
Everyone discouraged her from getting into a long distance relationship …especially while she was in high school. She didn’t listen. She was in love! People said it would never last. It couldn’t. They were too young.
But they knew. They. Just. Knew.
A year and a half later, that boy got down on one knee and proposed to that girl. She was overwhelmed with love and started to cry as he took her hand in his. She knew her life was about to change. She knew that her dream was coming true. That boy asked that girl if she would marry him. Through her tears, she said YES!
That was 15 years ago today.And I have never once regretting saying yes to that boy. Never once.
That boy became the man that is the love of my life. And today, I just wanted to celebrate. And to say thank you… to that boy and that girl of so many years ago for believing in love at first sight.
Dilys
A long time ago, I used to know this boy. He lived in a small town outside of Houston. He lived on a ranch. His family bred and showed horses. (But you weren’t allowed to call him a cowboy. He hated that!) He never lacked for a date. He was kind, giving and respectful of the girls he dated. And did he ever have charisma. He was a great kid.
One weekend he was invited to a friend’s graduation party. The boy really didn’t want to go, but his friends insisted he go with them. The party was just dragging along until she got there with her friends.
She was a girl I used to know. She lived just outside of Houston too, but an hour away from the boy. She wasn’t a big dater. She went more from “relationship to relationship” (as much as a kid in high school could do). She was always told that her laughter drew people to her. She had many friends, most of them guys. She just loved having fun. Most weekends had her out with a group of friends.
That weekend, though, she was just in a bad mood. She wasn’t going to go to the party either. It was a long drive and she was mad at the guest of honor. (She had caught her in a lie and was holding a grudge.) Again, friends prevailed and they got her to go to the party.
That is where the boy met the girl. They began to talk. She wasn’t really his type, yet, somehow, she was everything he didn’t know that he really wanted. I don’t know if you believe in love at first sight, but these two kids sure did. (He was 17. She was 16.) There was no way that they had actually met their “forever” person. Their future spouse? This young? It doesn’t happen. Does it?
Everyone discouraged her from getting into a long distance relationship …especially while she was in high school. She didn’t listen. She was in love! People said it would never last. It couldn’t. They were too young.
But they knew. They. Just. Knew.
A year and a half later, that boy got down on one knee and proposed to that girl. She was overwhelmed with love and started to cry as he took her hand in his. She knew her life was about to change. She knew that her dream was coming true. That boy asked that girl if she would marry him. Through her tears, she said YES!
That was 15 years ago today.And I have never once regretting saying yes to that boy. Never once.
That boy became the man that is the love of my life. And today, I just wanted to celebrate. And to say thank you… to that boy and that girl of so many years ago for believing in love at first sight.
Dilys
Reminder
Hey all,
please do upload a story as soon as possible. We need to think of characters soon, and we have not read the stories from all of us.
our character has to be based on the story remember???
So, please, upload your story! At least, by the next week?
Anw, this is just a reminder :)
please do upload a story as soon as possible. We need to think of characters soon, and we have not read the stories from all of us.
our character has to be based on the story remember???
So, please, upload your story! At least, by the next week?
Anw, this is just a reminder :)
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